Kau kan selalu tersimpan di hati ku~

Kasih sayang mu sentiasa ku rasa.. walau dirimu merinduinya.. tapi masih mampu membuat kan ku dan yang lain tersenyum.. kadang bila ku melirik.. ku lihat diri mu menitiskan air mata mengenangkannya cinta sejati yang kau miliki dulu masih lagi tertanam di jiwamu ku harap akan bersemadi dalam lubuk hatimu selamanya. setiap penghulu hari kau kan ke pusara nya, tanpa mengeluh tanpa berdalih seolah olah kerinduan mu kan terubat kau berikan hadiah yang paling bermakna membuatkan hatiku sayu dan tersedu seketika. walau siang mu tak lagi seindah dulu, walau malam mu tiada dia di sisimu, namun kau tetap membuatkan hari hari kami ceria walau ku tahu kau tetap tersenyum dalam kesayuan mu. bila ku renung raut wajah mu, ku sedari diri mu tidak lagi secekap dulu, tapi tanpa mu kami tiada tempat lagi untuk bermanja. Kau lah raja dan kau jua lah segalanya di hati kami. kau lah insan yang tahu erti kesabaran. kaulah ayah tercinta :")

Kenangan Terindah bersama mu . . .

Last nyt i feel so down thinking of d one i love has gone in peace...it was all started when we hangout someplace where i can c a lot of people wandering around enjoying the nite with a beautiful neon ligth here and there around d town...it brings back all the memory about 20 years ago... where papi, mami and me jalan jalan d malam perayaan and still remember mummy invite bunus family(chicco's mummy) along...i was like 9 years old that tym ....the perayaan was held somewhere around the mahkamah syariah area( last tym its just tanah lapang)......

My mind was freshly reset when i saw this old man around 60+ selling some beverage...than my heart pondered .....why mummy cant live much longger like him (sigh) but then come to think of it....tuhan yang menentukan qada dan qadar nya.....(Al-Fathihah)..the next minute i saw small girl with her parents (looks like she's being spoilt by her parents tho) wanting for sumthing ...my mind straight away think it looks like me 20 years ago huhu~....i still remember i was like "kusuting" my parents wanting so much for the video cassete (its LAMBADA) hahhaha.....then mummy said its quite expensive u really want it?...then i insist with selfisheness ehhehe i want it i want it ...i dont care mummy ada duit ka nda i just dun k .....sighhh....kenapa dulu nada internet so that i cud just download it from youtube hehehe why why why? ani mau jua menyusahkan indung heheh then mummy ckp bah we round dulu krg tah membali..mayb she just want to distract me manatau lama lama lupa...but noooo i still want it maklum masa atu kan IN tarian LAMBADA hahahha...

round punya round...(disertai dgn kekusutan ku kan membali pilim)...baru tah mummy decide kan belikan hehehe i dont remember how much was the cassete but sure its expensive maklum barang yg jadi trend atu mahal tia..ya allah iskinya masa atu tuhan saja yang tau...thanx mummy..i know mummy nda pernah kecewakan anak-anaknya :") once again kenangan terindah masih tersimpan d lubuk hati ini no matter what...i still terkenangkan mummy...its been 3 months she's not with us ..god kerinduan yang melanda tuhan saja yang tahu...air mata pelepas rindu...kasih sygmu bertahta d hati..alfatihah hadiah anakmu setiap kali mengenang mu mummy tercinta.....

this is the video yang pernah menjadi "KUSUTAN" 20 tahun dulu

Buzzie anak metal

Cute ni c lating ah

Love This Post. . . Cali to d MAX!

Congratz to Cici

Assalamualaikum ..

Congratulations to my dearest cousin next door cici(Jijah) & daniel huhu~ for their new born baby boy yang cute berjuta cal "Mohd Adi Safwan". . . tunggu tah dua tiga tahun ani semua tangga kamu bepagar tu karang hehe.....and congrats to amy kerana mempunyai anak buah sendiri tapi jgn lupa anak anak buah mu d sebalah atu masih memerlukan ngah mi nya huhu~~ btw i've shot several picture masa umur c baby boy 2 hari

Pemergianmu ku redha. . . .

Assalamualaikum...
everybody was expecting for his lost but never knew it was this soon ...81 days after my wonderful mummy menghembuskan nafas terakhir di ikuti granpa yang tercinta....sad..very very sad...on friday 3rd July 2009...Hj Salleh bin Hj Othman telah kembali kerahmatullah (Al Fatihah)..
Kesayuan kesedihan kerinduan makin terasa lagi bila kita kehilangan yang tersayang dalam masa yang terdekat...terasa makin sunyi lagi our family...like i was thinking kemana tah kami ni hari raya ani...coz every year we always heading to nene's house first raya....ishhh boring eh nada mood kan beraya eh...nada mummy nada nene....ilang semangat..

btw during mkn tiga yesterday i've took several pic for me to kenang all d memories...
this is his room ..eversince mulah nene bini meninggal he slept alone since 2005...






Meja nene...meja yang no one else berani mengalih brg2 nya...look at d picture arh table tu...ada gambar nene laki n nene bini...sweet eh durang ni ..setia sampai akhir hayat..btw umur nene mencecah jua 97 years old....hmm yupp he's old but alhamdullilah ia nda suffer lama from d cancer...



Kitab-kitab nene yang lama sudah di simpannya...my favorite kitab "Tajul Muluk" kitab yang merujuk untuk pindah rumah, kawin, memulakan kerja...nene selalu cakap bukan taksub dengan benda mcm ani tapi USAHA selain doa....
The first time i saw at this paper i smiled, i feel glad nene belum lali banar, i remembered he call ambulance himself 4 week ago which make all our family surprise...the next thing we know ia d emergency sudah rupanya ia call sendiri..sighhh nene nene..u r so independent..look at that siap in jawi lagi "telepon kecemasan" hehehe cute eh..
oh my family :"( ...first nene bini then Tua Bini pas tu mummy n now nene laki....terasa sunyi tanpa keriuhan durang, just cant imagine di hari raya pertama nanti...janggal rasanya ya allah sayunya hati ku (ya allah panjang kan lah umur papi,kami sekeluarga masih merasa kehilangan mummy and nene..papi lah satu satunya kasih syg yang kami perlukan di saat ini..papi i love you :") )...satu perstu hilang :"( moga roh mereka di tempatkan di tempat orang orang yang beriman AMIN~