Last nyt i feel so down thinking of d one i love has gone in peace...it was all started when we hangout someplace where i can c a lot of people wandering around enjoying the nite with a beautiful neon ligth here and there around d town...it brings back all the memory about 20 years ago... where papi, mami and me jalan jalan d malam perayaan and still remember mummy invite bunus family(chicco's mummy) along...i was like 9 years old that tym ....the perayaan was held somewhere around the mahkamah syariah area( last tym its just tanah lapang)......
My mind was freshly reset when i saw this old man around 60+ selling some beverage...than my heart pondered .....why mummy cant live much longger like him (sigh) but then come to think of it....tuhan yang menentukan qada dan qadar nya.....(Al-Fathihah)..the next minute i saw small girl with her parents (looks like she's being spoilt by her parents tho) wanting for sumthing ...my mind straight away think it looks like me 20 years ago huhu~....i still remember i was like "kusuting" my parents wanting so much for the video cassete (its LAMBADA) hahhaha.....then mummy said its quite expensive u really want it?...then i insist with selfisheness ehhehe i want it i want it ...i dont care mummy ada duit ka nda i just dun k .....sighhh....kenapa dulu nada internet so that i cud just download it from youtube hehehe why why why? ani mau jua menyusahkan indung heheh then mummy ckp bah we round dulu krg tah membali..mayb she just want to distract me manatau lama lama lupa...but noooo i still want it maklum masa atu kan IN tarian LAMBADA hahahha...
round punya round...(disertai dgn kekusutan ku kan membali pilim)...baru tah mummy decide kan belikan hehehe i dont remember how much was the cassete but sure its expensive maklum barang yg jadi trend atu mahal tia..ya allah iskinya masa atu tuhan saja yang tau...thanx mummy..i know mummy nda pernah kecewakan anak-anaknya :") once again kenangan terindah masih tersimpan d lubuk hati ini no matter what...i still terkenangkan mummy...its been 3 months she's not with us ..god kerinduan yang melanda tuhan saja yang tahu...air mata pelepas rindu...kasih sygmu bertahta d hati..alfatihah hadiah anakmu setiap kali mengenang mu mummy tercinta.....
this is the video yang pernah menjadi "KUSUTAN" 20 tahun dulu
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may u will be given the strength & courage in ur life...
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